Don’t Get Too Close, It’s Dark Inside {Vent}
2,974 views · Published 20 November 2018 · 2:14 · Indexed 3 October 2026
Channel: Kiara LionessTM {Kiara Fray Fairchild} · 2018 · Entertainment
Hey guys... Ok so another vent because I'm feeling ignored right now. Where do I even start so my stepdad left a few weeks ago and my life has been a little better but I'm kinda sad and lonely lately and it has been a bad week so far. I don't wanna go back to college next week... I just feel like giving up I don't mean on my life and comit suicide I just mean on bothering with things I don't feel the need to fight anymore I mean it's true my stepdad is gone and I should feel happier but I don't I mean I don't feel worse but I don't feel better either I just... everything is going in my head these days the what I'm looking forward to, what I'm worrying about, what I have to deal with I just can't do it anymore and idk what to do... I just feel like giving up and letting my life take it's turn and course on me because it feels like I deserve all this sad and lonelyness. The argument in this video with me and my mom didn't happen now it happened a few weeks ago before my stepdad left but lately my mom has been neglecting me or ignoring me whenever I try and impress her or try and make her notice me and nothing works. I'm unhappy and my mom doesn't really seem to care much about me like take yesterday for instance. My mom told me to take out the trash and I fell not being able to see where I was going because it was dark and my mom was stood on the door and literally watched me fall and didn't even ask if I was ok like a mother should. It kinda hurt me also my mom has been comparing my relationship with Megakiller to hers saying I don't know what it's like and that I'll learn one day making Mega out to be a horrible person who treats me bad when he's not and he doesn't. Mega is the only one there for me nowadays when I feel lost or down and even with his support and love I still feel like curling up into a ball and dying due to how lost I'm feeling lately. Also I for one just think that she is jealous that I have a happy relationship and she didn't in life and had bad luck and wants to ruin it for me. I dunno lately I just wish and fear that my mom and I are growing apart. I don't know what to do and my life seems like one big giant complication. Anyways enough with me and my misery enjoy the vent guys :3 :c. Kiara = Me Nala = My Mom Kovu = Megakiller Song: Demons Artist: Imagine Dragons Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing.
