Handling Grief & Loss/ My Dad's Death (Part 3/4) [CC]

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Channel: Annie Elainey · 2016 · People & Blogs

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PART 4: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Igcg2qkkPLo
[CW: death, abuse, grief] As I emotionally struggled with the attack on Pulse Orlando on 6.12.16, I was already moving through an emotional process of thoughts of my deceased father coming back to mind, thoughts that became emphasized as I was surrounded by grief, so I wanted to share some thoughts as well as my personal experience with grief and loss, hoping that we all hold space for one another. POST- PUBLISH NOTE: I don't feel I articulated it very well in this particular video about grief, but as I said, my relationship with my dad was complex, though abuse caused our relationship to be traumatic, I am not without fond memories of him, I have many beautiful memories with him. I hold him accountable for his actions and  I've forgiven him. 

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