BJÖRN JAKOBSSON: I DON'T WANT TO BE A CLOWN ANYMORE

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Channel: Björn Jakobsson · 2017 · Entertainment

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recorded at Ealsden Digital Studio, April 2017

Music and lyrics by Björn Jakobsson
© Treplektra Produktion

Thirty years ago I wrote a song called "Bein' a Clown"
I wrote it thinking about a friend who was feeling down
The song was about the fact that some pupils in school 
have to play the fool
to be able to survive, and to stay alive

My friend was that kind of guy who I never saw shed a tear
so people thought it was a role he was willing to wear
But of course he just learnt that there weren't anyone to trust
And he never fussed
He just played his role, while strangling his soul

He said: ”There aren’t many things I want,
but I’m so fed up with this eternal taunt”
He said: "One thing is for sure, 
I don't want to be a clown anymore"

My friend, he kept on playing his old familiar part
The jester that could make you laugh with a simple fart 
But most clowns carry sorrows through their lonely lives
They hide their secret knives
until the final day and there’s nothing left to say

He said: ”There aren’t many things I want” ….

Some years ago my friend decided to leave us all behind.
He searched for better solution but he could never find 
a good answer to why it had to be this way 
He didn’t want to stay. 
A Sunday night he blew out the light.

And that’s how that story ends
It was too late to make amends 
You see, one thing was for sure, 
He didn’t want to be a clown anymore 
He didn’t want to be a clown anymore

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