you are my friend muchlove sunpop987
3,186 views · Published 1 June 2010 · 8:00 · Indexed 4 November 2026
Channel: muchlovefromky · 2010 · People & Blogs
before I begin let me just tell you that without your videos I would not have come as far as I come now. you see I was diagnosed pancreatic cancer and the doctor told me that I only had months to live. At first all I would do is cry and cry an I just carried on with life a depressing attitude for weeks then I start abusing the Oxycontin my doctor had prescribed me and that for a while was the only real thing that took the pain away. I eventually became addicted and my doctor knew it but it didn't matter cause I only had like 3 more months to live so he would prescribe it to me whenever I need it and it got so bad to where I was snorting 4 lines a day right in front of my mother. My mother cried oh ya she always cried but she wasn't crying cause I was abusing my medicine she cried cause her only son had 3 months to live. My mom was the best whenever I was feeling so bad I couldn't barley walk she would bring me my Oxycontin and crush it up for me and give me a straw so I could snort it. For a while snorting the pills was the only way to cope but I need more and I knew if I shot it up it would just kill my mother inside by knowing her only son could only be happy with a needle. Then I found your video and I loved the first one and I all day I would do is sit there and just watch your videos and your videos helped me with my addiction I don't snort the Oxycontin anymore I take it like normal now and it is all because of your videos they have changed me I am happy now and my mother is too we don't cry anymore and it all because of your videos. I am so thankful for all of your videos you are the barest women I know and you taught me how to be strong like you and I owe my life for it. I only have about 8 days left I'm in the hospital right now but it would do me the world if you could give me a shot out on your videos and just tell me about me but you don't have too I would just love to see my last video from you just saying my name so that I know before I die that you at least got my thank. I OWE YOU EVERYTHING!! YOU SAVED ME FROM ADDICTION AND MADE ME AND MOM ABLE TO SIMILE AGAIN!!!! YOU ARE MY HERO. I love you.
