Melty Plastic - Reconsider (Lyrics in description)
316 views · Published 8 April 2011 · 4:25 · Indexed 20 September 2026
Channel: bradlybee · 2011 · Music
A new full demo. This time, someone different. The beat was produced by me in FL Studio. Lyrics: --------------- I told myself I'd only get pissed if it meant somethin But I meant all I really want to do is just KICK somethin I get fuckin sick of taking shit so I spit somethin I vent but it's all that I can not to hit someone I sit here thinkin over what I did to deserve this I'm nervous, I don't even know how to word it I flip the fuck out for help, nobody heard it Fuck what's deep down, bitch I can tell on the surface that I'm feeling fucking worthless, searching for purpose I feel like fate is throwin me the ball but they curved it so it hits me in the motherfuckin face and it hurts just a little bit too much to get the fuck up and serve it I never got in rap to distract the real rappers I don't want street cred in fact, for that matter All my Sweet Spot homies keep on workin your magic but yo I'm tryna get Brad back, FUCK Melty Plastic --- Yo I'll throw a verbal punch to see how fast you can block it but I'm broke as fuck and I don't got a bill in my wallet and the price of gas has got me burnin holes in my pockets and I'm bawlin like my eyes are fallin of their sockets Thought I was callin the shots, now I don't know who calls it It's like some motherfuckers took control of my life and they lost it and now I'm too tired to fight, yo I'm fucking exhausted Never felt weak enough to fall for that god shit I'm taunted and mocked by the faces I lock with Declining in health, I'm fuckin throwin a cough fit Feel like I've already gotten bored, I lost grip ON EVERYTHING I just wanna take time and STOP IT So I can just rethink everything I thought I was thinkin and make it seem like I was fakin all my happiness sinkin I hear the sound of the sink and I wanna drown in it drinkin up all shit and fucking die in it cuz I'm no longer breathin --- Drunk on the sound, I hear the bloodhounds bark at me I park my car like I'm waiting for the reaper to startle me Then I hear the marching feet of people as they start to leave I want to walk along with them but I'm too fuckin dark and weak to talk but I am being stalked by all these demons haunting me contemplating how or not to end the man I fought to be I take a break, stop to breathe and reconsider lots of things Maybe somewhere buried there's a barely glowing spark in me An artist at the heart of me, I feel like its part of me Rappin is just a little tiny piece of the artistry and I know what I gotta be, the problem's the odyssey I can't fuckin swim and I don't know how to part the sea but I know that I'll open the door with or without a key I just have to find a way to let the true beast out of me So I can break down walls and fuckin shatter the ground beneath And get back at EVERY motherfucker who doubted me
