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I'm Not Sure That I Exist

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Channel: Jonathan Mann · 2018 · Music

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Can’t remember the look on the undertaker’s face
Can’t remember the feel can’t remember the taste
I’m standing in the street without a nickel to my name
It’s all gone out my head and it’s pouring rain

Some kinds of mysteries are too scary to follow
Some kinds of words matter more today tomorrow
Some little kicks from inside the belly grown
Inside a dragon dragging feet that’ve never flown

The covers of the manholes are too heavy to lift
The diamonds in the windows too opulent to gift
I hear someone shouting and I run away from that
Cuz I can’t deal right now, i’m all smushed flat

I wish i had a bed to sleep in a blanket overhead
Hiding underneath just like when i was a kid
I wish i had room service or a tv or a phone
I wish i had someone to make me feel less alone

Followed down the path I took anyone could be
Someone like jesus was someone just like me
You don’t need a certain way you look or feel
No lies that you tell and no truths that you conceal

Colored by the stained glass window in the church
I scan my body to see which parts hurt the worst
I have a little dollar bill crunched up in my fist
And still with all of it i’m not sure i exist



Hi there! If you're new around these parts, welcome. I'm Jonathan Mann. I write a song every single day, and I've been doing that for the last 9+ years.

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