I Used To Love My Body

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Channel: Jonathan Mann · 2018 · Music

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I used to love my body
I’d be naked and free
I’d be at a party
Take off my clothes just to see 

Now I’ve gained some weight
And I feel more shut
I look at myself and hate
This body I’ve got, this big ol gut

And I do believe you’re beautiful
As you are, Inside and out
But I can’t quite find the lever to pull
To extend that to myself

I wanna be body positive 
And that’s what’s in my brain
But since I’m not at peace with myself
I’m filled with disdain

I find myself seeing bodies I want
I don’t like it at all
I wanna feel free again
To forgive myself for my anxiety ball

And I do believe you’re beautiful
As you are, Inside and out
But I can’t quite find the lever to pull
To extend that to myself


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