Your hart beats for me

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Channel: OSCAR ET SA GUITARE · 2014 · Music

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My father died due to a particularly aggressive and fast growing T-Cell skin lymphoma 10 years ago at the age of 59. This is a song I composed for him.
They say with time I will forget. They say with time the pain will go away. In fact it's 10 times more tears, 10 times more pain, 10 times more difficult, knowing that in every growing step of my life you won't be there besides me holding my hand, it's 10 times more horrible, that you will never meet my wife, that you will never play with my children, that we will never travel together again, or be able to go to cinema, we will never enjoy games together again, you don't even know where I work and who I'm becoming, you can't hear my songs anymore neither making me laugh. We cannot joke together or share beers, we cannot even hug while I would love to… All this is just 10 times more than anybody can understand. You are my friend, my pride, my daddy.
They just say this bullshit because they don't know you, neither us. You gave me birth, I owe you all my life with every details that it contains. I breathe thank's to you, I sing thank's to you, I feel thank's to you, I smile thank's to you, I dream thank's to you and love thank's to you. If I had to make the choice of becoming homeless for the rest of my life for spending 10 more minutes with you... I miss you so.

Song lyrics (english translation):
I really hope that your hart is beating and swings under a windy breeze
where planes leave its sounds and where nobody never gets hurt…
I promised you many things, seems like today I'm out of sync
but this, your song will hit eternity
it's melody soothe you for me.

One, two or three minutes whatsoever
cause just like you've said I will love you forever

From the bottom of my hart I compose for you
Until your hart reliefs it out
My strings and strums shakes its turmoil
as you heartbeats shine bright my sky, Am I right?
Do they beat still? They beats isn't it? They beats for me…

I'm telling you what I could not as usual I'm little late
you taught me how to be on time and thank's to you I'm one of a kind
I can remain serene, stay rational… or go crazy
I can be stupid too but that is nothing new and I apologies for our argues

One, two or three minutes whatsoever
cause just like you've said I will love you forever

From the bottom of my hart I compose for you
Until your hart reliefs it out
My strings and strums shakes out this joy
as you hartbeats shines bright my sky, Am I right?
Do they beat still? They beats isn't it? They beats for me…

While corruption, betrayal, disloyalty, unfaithfulness, jealousy, power and social exclusion or inclusion rhymes with money, property, heritage and capital increasing, all the rest rhymes with love, all that matters in life is love.
Love is life, so, please, live your love.

Oscar Benben

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