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Doc Roberts: Near-Death Awakening, No Fear, and the Cosmic Joke | Buddha at the Gas Pump Interview

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The moment for me was instantaneous. The old me died literally, the new "me" emerged. More accurately stated, awakening took over the life of Doc Roberts, as if this worldly life was stamped onto the infinite. Absolutely everything changed from that moment, yet all strangely remained just the same as it was.

I've been a seeker since the age of 5. I knew a profound truth existed just beneath the surface of the everyday, though somehow ever illusive. Thanks to my capital "D", Dark Night of the Soul, all my years of meditating, researching, attending retreats, listening to enlightened masters and endless self-improvement programs came to an abrupt halt. The bliss of Truth had dawned.

I know from my first moment of conscious realization that life is an incredible gift to be relished and played in.

I know there is absolutely nothing to fear, including death, for I did have a direct personal experience of this as well. We are bathed in Divine love and grace every moment. Absolutely everything that occurs in life is for the highest good -- everything (whether we like it or not). Our job in this life is to simply enjoy what is and the continued unfolding of Divine awakening.

My work in the world is internet based, though I also conduct seminars and counseling. Skiboards.com, my retail winter sports business, is focused on a new form of snow riding -- skiboards. I also offer vocational guidance, assisting individuals to get their passions online, and manage a number of other websites, including DiscoverYourLifesWork.com. I have a B.S. in Psychology, M.S. in Vocational Counseling, and a PhD. in Human Potential Psychology. My books include Instant Skiing, Instant Fun -- Skiboards: the Best Kept Secret on the Slopes; and Discover Your Life's Work. Upcoming books include Awaken to Your True Vocation and Discover Your Internet Niche -- Get your Passion Online.

In this conversation, Doc Roberts describes an abrupt awakening that followed a life-threatening medical crisis and completely changed his relationship to fear, death, and identity. He speaks candidly about the “cosmic joke,” the end of attachment, and the strange simplicity of just being here now.

We also explore how spiritual practice can prepare the ground without guaranteeing awakening, why some people may awaken without recognizing it, and how understanding often deepens after the event. The discussion moves into global consciousness, uncertainty, the limits of belief, and the practical challenge of living with more trust, presence, and ease.

Interview recorded July 28, 2010.

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Chapters:
00:00:00 - Introduction to Doc Roberts and his Awakening Journey
00:04:12 - Starting the TM Journey
00:07:37 - Moving to California and meeting my wife
00:09:34 - Skiing and Business Disasters
00:11:20 - A Journey of Loss and Survival
00:14:05 - Dwelling in Eternity
00:16:51 - A Fresh Start
00:19:50 - The Second Dark Night of the Soul
00:22:49 - Letting Go of the Past
00:25:24 - Remembering the Cosmic Joke
00:28:18 - The Experience of Transformation
00:30:22 - The Blessing of Non-Attachment
00:33:46 - The Importance of Non-Attachment and Letting Go
00:36:38 - Letting Go of Ego
00:39:00 - Awakening and Global Consciousness
00:42:18 - Recognizing the Twist in Your Knowledge
00:45:17 - Witnessing Sleep and Grounded Awareness
00:47:26 - The ongoing sense of bliss
00:49:35 - The value of awake people in today's world
00:52:35 - Trusting the Flow of Life
00:55:23 - Recognizing the Right Time
00:57:32 - Relaxing into the Process
01:00:18 - Living in the Present Moment
01:03:05 - Exploring the Impulse to Teach and Share Spirituality
01:06:25 - The Confirmation of Awakening
01:10:47 - Embracing the Mystery of Life
01:14:26 - The Nature of Awakening
01:17:04 - The Illusion of Past Lives
01:20:42 - The Unique Drop in the Ocean
01:23:58 - Speculation on Reincarnation and Belief
01:26:51 - Conclusion and Farewell

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