TW: Deprogramming Pt 29 - Healing Residual Trauma & Programming After Integration
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Channel: Dylan Groves · 2017 · People & Blogs
Hi there, we are a 21 year old survivor of Project Monarch, CIA child trafficking and Satanic ritual abuse with Polyfragmented DID. At the time that this video was recorded, we had been deprogramming ourselves with success for over 3.5 years. The purpose of this series is to outline our healing process for the mind control survivor who is still struggling. Each video in this series details a different aspect of our deprogramming process from Monarch mind control. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Before you watch any other videos in this series, we ask that you watch the first two parts of it if you can, so that you better understand who we are, where we are coming from and how you may be able to keep yourself safe when watching our videos if you are a survivor of mind control too. You can find part one of this series here: Deprogramming Pt 1 - Introduction & Disclaimer: https://youtu.be/FWoJMDv7sas Part two here: TW: Deprogramming Pt 2 - A Note About Suicide Programming: https://youtu.be/7pa4ecQejms And a playlist of all the videos we have made for this series so far here: Deprogramming Monarch Mind Control: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLtLfUhTHFspI4ewn8n4_MgHXNhXnA2nB3 It includes some videos on exponentially fragmented dissociative systems and preventing reaccessing as well. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Some potentially triggering topics mentioned in this video include: Mk Ultra/Monarch mind control, DID, deprogramming, shame programming, integration, traumatic memories, shame-based thinking, mindfulness, heart-consciousness, "dropping from your head to your heart," eidetic image of a vacuum tunnel, ego, duality of true self and false self, aggressive inner parts, self-soothing I'd also like to note that at 7:08, when I said, "I can never truly be whole," I was speaking from the perspective of the ego. The real me, who resides in my heart, knows that we are already whole, we just have to let go of the ego and "drop down into our heart" in order to be conscious of it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ We have not yet been able to transcribe this video into written form, edited for clarity and to minimize triggers, like we have done with part one of this series, but when we do, we will post a link to it here. ~ Katy ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Update (11/22/19): In order to honor ourselves and our non-binary gender, we are going back to our former front name Dylan - https://youtu.be/RgTi07WrOH4
