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TW: Deprogramming Pt 25 - Methods My Programmers Used to Make Me Believe I Am Evil

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Channel: Dylan Groves · 2017 · People & Blogs

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Hi there, we are a 21 year old survivor of Project Monarch, CIA child trafficking and Satanic ritual abuse with Polyfragmented DID. We have been deprogramming ourselves with success for over 3.5 years.

The purpose of this series is to outline our healing process for the mind control survivor who is still struggling. Each video in this series details a different aspect of our deprogramming process from Monarch mind control.

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Before you watch any other videos in this series, we ask that you watch the first two parts of it if you can, so that you better understand who we are, where we are coming from and how you may be able to keep yourself safe when watching our videos if you are a survivor of mind control too.

You can find part one of this series here:

Deprogramming Pt 1 - Introduction & Disclaimer: https://youtu.be/FWoJMDv7sas

Part two here: 

TW: Deprogramming Pt 2 - A Note About Suicide Programming: https://youtu.be/7pa4ecQejms

And a playlist of all the videos we have made for this series so far here:

Deprogramming Monarch Mind Control: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLtLfUhTHFspI4ewn8n4_MgHXNhXnA2nB3

It includes some videos on exponentially fragmentated dissociative systems and preventing reaccessing as well. 

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Some potentially triggering topics mentioned in this video include: Satanic ritual abuse, Mk Ultra/Monarch mind control, DID, deprogramming, shame and silence programming (graphic detail), negative affirmation programming, forced belief that one is "evil" and a "child of Satan," forced "perpetration," forced enmeshment, ritual group shaming, emotional separation from abusers, sexual abuse, verbal abuse, murder, torture, snuff, ASPD, law enforcement, judges, interrogation, fake trials, recovering memory, drugging

I'd also like to apologize that this video is out of order on my channel. I uploaded Pts 25-30 at once and then accidentally deleted this one, so I had to re-upload it after.

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We have not yet been able to transcribe this video into written form, edited for clarity and to minimize triggers, like we have done with part one of this series, but when we do, we will post a link to it here. 

~ Katy

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Update (11/22/19): In order to honor ourselves and our non-binary gender, we are going back to our former front name Dylan - https://youtu.be/RgTi07WrOH4

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