TW: Katy: Integration Update #2 - Inner Conflict, Panic, Insomnia, Food (Monarch/Polyfragmented DID)
502 views · Published 28 April 2018 · 5:45 · Indexed 22 October 2026
Channel: Dylan Groves · 2018 · People & Blogs
In this video, a part of me (Katy) shares part of our perspective on our ongoing integration process with Lilith/Damien and Sy. We were panicked and exhausted, but don't think this will be that triggering (compared to our other videos) for most survivors. It ends somewhat abruptly because a part ended it for us. We are just posting it as it is. General trigger warning: Monarch mind control, Polyfragmented DID, integration, deprogramming, attacks on the body and system from Inner Abusers, angry adolescent alters, singing, panic attacks and difficulty eating and sleeping due to side effects of a non-psychiatric medication ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Update (11/22/19): In order to honor ourselves and our non-binary gender, we are going back to our former front name Dylan - https://youtu.be/RgTi07WrOH4
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